Allow me to make a blog after a long time of being absent here on tumblr for I might just pull all my hair off from all the stress.
This month of January was incredibly hectic for us. It all started with the giving of our “bible” this semester. We were given our blue book about the guidelines in doing our thesis. At first we didn’t really feel the pressure since we were only to think of a title and a rationale but as the weeks passed and we still haven’t gotten the approval of our professor, things escalated. It was only 4 weeks left for us then, before the deadline and we haven’t started anything. Another thing to worry about was my OJT which I’m actually still trying to process up till now, the resume, sending it to companies that you do not know whether or not they’ll accept you, the interviews which were during school days so I had to be absent in several subjects. All these I had to juggle.
It wasn’t only academics. I also have a parish involvement and it just so happens that the second baptismal scrutiny which only of course my church friends are aware of was at the same time as our thesis.
Physically, mentally, emotionally I am exhausted and yet there is fulfillment.
Eventually all these will end, and I’m truly going to miss them, especially the second baptismal scrutiny.
Everything will be worth it.