This was a homework in Philosophy about our self issues. I got so inspired. hahaha!
I’ve had my problems in over analyzing things. I observe every single detail that happens to me everyday that it got to the point of depression. It took me a lot of time to see what reality truly is and to accept it with open arms. The world is really full of people with different personalities, morals and beliefs because we all came from different backgrounds. In high school almost everyone is the same in what they believe in but as we move to another phase in our lives things are different and it will continue to change. I guess, I was afraid of change because I got so used to what I had before. Life is not like those in movies that protagonists always win and the story is pretty predictable. In real life most of the antagonists win and we have that precariousness that we have to learn to embrace. We just do not know what will happen in the future. What our lives can be and what it can’t be because we do not fully own it there are so many contributing factors that affect it and we get dragged in those that we limit ourselves of what we can actually do. I have so many questions that need answers but I know that I will only go insane if I search for the answers to those questions.
I got over that phase with the help of my friends, my community, my family and of course, God. They told me everything that I needed to hear. Life passes by like the wind. Everything in this world is temporary so it is useless to dwell on things that are going to end. The truth is, is that we’re going to die, but it is up to us to make our lives happy and meaningful. It took me a while to digest this but I did and I am back to my normal self: The person that was lost and now is found.
